Again and again,
Like it's on repeat,
Like it's some sort of a feat,
To keep listening to syaitan's tricks,
To keep following what our nafs seek,
Almost as if our hearts are too easily deceived,

Shouldn't Allah be The One we're trying to please?

Learn to depend on Him despite life's joy or hardship,
To have faith wherever it is that we may be,
Do not wait for the moment where we weep,
To come back to Him only when we need.

Allah, there are times where I could barely understand,
The beauty from Your plans,
Times where I forgot to cry,
Times where I forgot that I have You when no one else is by my side,
Times where I forgot to be grateful for things You have granted in my life.

Allah, I am Your servant,
And I sin just like any other servants do,
And All praises be to You,
For all the things You've put me through,
Taught me to be a better person too,
And I seek help in none other than You,
For my heart  yearns to be someone who,
In time will pleases You.

Allah, thank you for Your love and kindness,
For they exceed that which a mother holds for her children,
Despite the mistakes that I do,
You always welcome me back to You,
Whispering to me to stand up tall,
Every single time that I seem to fall.